i just want to matter.
i just want to breakdown and cry. sure i’m just being childish or maybe i’m not? maybe it’s just another life lesson. i don’t fucking know. i’m sure gonna miss you Mikey. you mean more to me than you’ll ever know.
It’s been two years since you found out I was gay. It’s also been two years since you talked to me. My immediate reaction is to not want to talk to you. There are so many emotions involved that I’m surprised to find myself tear up. Maybe that’s a good thing. I’m not sure what to do. All I know is that I have to ask my boys for advice. And listen to my other boys (Coldplay).